leafpool pmv - i want wind to blow

was put on this planet to draw leafpool. (cw for blood and cat death) Have been working on this on and off for quite a few months now. Leafpool is a very tragic and interesting character to me in the way that she's caught in this sort of hopeless cycle where starclan controls her life, she goes through utter misery because of it, and then they turn around to blame her for it. I wanted to explore a more bitter and apathetic angle to that idea, and show leafpool recognising and resenting the stagnation and unfairness of her position- she longs for either an escape from her life or a return to how things once were, but neither is possible. (aka jesus christ someone let this cat have one good day!!!!!!! please)