worse

this was october 31st - november 1st. not sure how morning happened. i don't understand this stupid house. everything has changed now. i can't even watch this video without panicking. i'm so terrified each night that she'll come again. Why was I so STUPID. did i have to drop the flashlight TWICE. so stupid wtf. maybe she wouldn't have fucking FOUND ME if i didn't DROP IT. I'm such an idiot. I've got to plan. I need to get it together. She'll be coming again.