Suicidal Tendencies - How Will I Laugh Tomorrow

Album "How Will I Laugh Tomorrow When I Can't Even Smile Today?" (1988). Lyrics: Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help, no one's around Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion, but how could I explain (how can I explain?) Kind of like the scent of a rose With words I can't explain, the same with my pain Caught up in emotion, goes over my head (goes over my head!) Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death Am I living or am I dead? The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change Problems never solved, just rearranged And when I think about all the times that I've had Some were good most were bad I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see Love and peace flash through my mind; pain and hate is all I find Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true Lies and hate