Wished I Was Dead

Woke up today got out of bed Ate some breakfast Wished i was dead Put on my shoes Went out the door Imagined me hanging five feet from the floor Walked down the street Walked pretty far Hoping i’d die getting hit by a car Stopped at a crossroad The light was red Considered to run Wished i was dead Gun to to head Wished i was dead My blood so red Wished i was dead Bullet spread Wished i was dead Some girl gave me head Wished i was dead Riding on a sled Wished i was dead Ate some bread Wished i was dead Pain and dread Wished i was dead No future ahead just Wished i was dead Arrived at school Had some food my eyes so empty In that suicide mood Went into class Boring as fuck sat there for hours My life fucking suck Went to the bathroom got really pissed Took out a knife Started cutting my wrist things went black Things went red Woke up in the hospital Just wished i was dead.