the bathroom sink (an original song about childhood DV)

Trigger warning!! (Domestic Violence) This song mentions themes associated with childhood domestic violence. If that may trigger you, please use caution before watching this video or reading the lyrics. lyrics | I couldn’t even reach The bathroom sink It’s 10pm I should be asleep But he’s screaming And I’m listening I don’t understand their words But I know enough to Fear him leaving And I thought it was over when I left you And everyone told me One day I’ll forgive But I can’t forgive what my body won’t let me forget Now I can I wash my hands Of the guilt That there was something wrong with me Still, I doubt that I can Be loved for every part of me So I hide under the covers still Cry in the darkness still You're gone but always a part of me I’m reminded every time that I hurt you did this to me My little brothers asking for mom But she can’t come right now I’ll hold him tight and try to